taking back the past...

First, song of the day: Just A Dream by Nelly covered by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie

here!

Christina Grimmie if you are reading this our prom's on February 23, 2011. Just saying.


Now for the cool part of this post. Or the longest one. Or both. Lots of or's eh? Oh well. Life. I'm writing this because I have more important things to do like start on my projects that are due next week, read the stories I'm suppose to report on this week and other very very very important stuff. But procrastination's here to save the day! So yeah.

I guess all people had a point in their lives where they just wanted to go back to a certain point in the past and take back a certain thing they did. But, alas, some scientist discovered the time paradox and the grandfather paradox and the you-can't-go-back-in-time-to-change-something-like-Arnold-Schwarchzenegger-does paradox. So yeah we can't go back and change which could've been a life or death decision. Well, you'd be dead so even if you could time travel you wouldn't cause you'd be dead. Just saying. Well, my point is we have those times where we regret stuff. I think my day was like that today. For instance, I had an opputunity to say hi to a friend but, yeah, I didn't. If you're reading this, "Hi :) I miss you!" There. Well let's just hope she reads that eh? :)) But I had worse experiences today. I won't really mention it for the sake of confidentiality, but it so happened that I wanna take back things I did because it might lead to one of my friends being hurt. Or something. I don't know what would happen and honestly I think there's a 60% chance it won't be good. Hay. I'm hoping for the best. That's all I can do for now.

But what's the point of me blogging about this? Well I just wanna say to people who might be reading this that we can't take back what we already did, however we wish. I don't wanna be a party pooper, but it's a fact. But do you know what we could do? Fix the past, live the present to its fullest, and hope for the best in the future :) and always: Think before you act. That way, there's less chance we'll do something we regret. I've done a lot of things I don't wanna regret, partly because I can't do anything about them and partly because I promised someone I wouldn't. We should leave the past to itself. And look forward to life :) just a tip ;)


"Today is a gift, that's why it's called the present" :)

losing signal and temptations too hard to resist

Before starting my post I just wanna show anyone who's reading this 6 songs from one of my most favorite artists, though he's not well known :D David DiMuzio! :D

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I'm kinda updating my blog cause I have NO HOMEWORKS. Go Na! :> It's been a fun day. I've revived my playing basketball by shooting a few shots after classes. Still the same old shots. I love how some things don't change :)). Got home early cause of DotA with classmates. Gotta practice practice practice my pack of wild dogs :)). hay. I love free time. I'll be back to studying in a while sadly. Projects don't wanna be crammed. They get cranky :))

My classmate and close friend showed me the MV of Astronaut by Simple Plan. Cool vid. But it made me think.

Do we "lose signal" with people because they ignore us...or because we ignore them?

It's sad being alone but sometimes it's our fault that we isolate ourselves. From everyone or someone. Sometimes, we do stuff that we let get into our heads and it can hinder us from interacting with people. As the saying goes, "Too much of anything is bad". Addiction is a big problem nowadays. But sometimes, we only need the help of people like our friends and such to help us out of it. But when we push them away, it doesn't help. Not at all. So, open up to your friends and close the doors to addictions and live life to the fullest ;) let us not lose signal with who and what is important: friends, family, God, and ourselves :)



Now, have you ever experienced being tempted to do something? Be it a mild temptation like eating chocolate after brushing your teeth or playing computer games in the dead of night or worse temptations like cheating of a classmate's test or even thinking of someone in a perverted way? Whatever the case, I guess you found it hard to resist. It's not called temptation for nothing. Temptations can come by the thousands everyday. But what matters most is what we do. I admit, I've had lots of temptations in the past that I've entertained. And, if I'm right, it's a reason I've managed to lose a relationship. But that girl changed me. Remember what I said about opening up to friends and not addictions? When I did that, I changed. But the temptations are coming back. And now, you might think I have no guardian angel to save me from falling into the pits again. But, recently, I realized that we shouldn't rely on others only to help us. We must help ourselves. Only we know how to fight our battles. We must be the one to resist for ourselves. We must be strong. And we must always do what is morally right, and which will help ourselves and society. For when a part malfunctions, the whole machine falls apart. :)

"Fix what is broken and not what is fixed"


P.S. sorry if this post is not that good. First time i wrote something deep :))

Dead Stars~

Whee this is my first post in a while. Like anybody follows this xD haha. Well, anyways I read this awesome story for English called Dead Stars by Paz Marquez Benitez. It's a story of indecision and conflicting wants. I like the story 'coz it reminds me of a situation someone I know is in. I just wanna tell her that the decision she makes should be the one she wants, not the one she thinks would make people happy, unlike the hero in the story. I'll be her Julia Salas :)

Dead stars too also means for me another thing. Usually, the stars we see twinkling in the night sky look pretty, and alive. But more often than not they're just lights from stars that died long ago. I can compare myself to dead stars cause I have this feeling that sometimes I'm not who I seem, that I can deceive people into thinking of me as a different person. Sometimes, I don't think I show my true self to people. So from now on, I will be as true to myself as possible. Let the star inside of me shine again!

P.S. Sorry this is short :( it's a start :)

~Dedicated to my siobe :) ~